This starts out with a pitched up EQ for about 20 seconds so give it a bit. Continually working on mixing skills.I mixed this with the aid of monitors instead of just in headphones so let me know if it helped at all. This one I played around with a borrowed Alesis Micron Analog Synth, which is a pretty cool little instrument. I have uploaded the little synth samples at the side as well.
The song is dedicated to my little son.
Lyric
I want to tell you
I want to show you
But I am blinded
by the angels pouring through the crowds
the fluttering is so very loud
a suicide
all of her insides
smeared across the tracks
I was the last one to look back
before she incised
the misery that bored into her story
Yes I am angry
But don’t be frightened
I will never leave you
blighted and alone
take my fingers go fly away away
I can always pull you home again
My heart is tethered
to your survival
even when the storm is raging
in your dark brown eyes you will find my eyes
and come racing home again
you will find my eyes
and turn around
there’s no surprises here
you will find my eyes
walk back home
no surprises
just a smile that’s full of love for you