Sometimes memories dredge up and you get this stuff. A big to neurowaxx and his beautiful sample.

Lyric:
When you throw me in the death pit
like a horse who lost her ground
I will look into the big sky
and know that I’ve been found
My liquid eyes will cease to beg you for your mercy and your soulless grace
I will sift through other carnage
stiff & unbent legs
Here I am our infant son, the dog and all this stuff
driving far away from you
I hope the distance is enough
to purge myself of your toxicity
and inability to love
you’ll never know the sweet smell of his head
or what we’re made of
I’ll purge myself of your toxicity and inability to love
you’ll never know
the smell of his sweet soul or what he’s made of