actually, i was never that into the race thing. it was only ccmixter and a bit of jamendo that taught me that. the voices i heard from ccmixter when i uploaded my photo to ccmixter were something like this:

the black ones said: who is the nogger? that’s a nogger….

while the latinas said: what breed is that? i would love to know what breed that is?

and meanwhile the white americans were taking advice from the others and thought i was something like a nogger like the blacks said.

and the russians didn’t say much, but meanwhile thought to themselves, that’s a nogger.

and since i live in germany and grew up with hitler’s racial definitions, albeit critically, now once and for all for clarification.

i am not white in hitler’s sense, as the black german green youth organization leader once clearly and correctly expressed. i belong to the inferior race of slavs. therefore the russians are also forgiven for their words, since they are also not white in the germanic sense and look down on all southern slavs. who are all darker than they are.

and since my ancestors have been living in central europe for 1300 years, i differ as a european from all the other races in this world, which are: the latinos, the africans and the asians. all these three races have in common that they cannot tolerate the divine nectar, namely cow’s milk, and are also scientifically lactose intolerant.

in contrast, all europeans, the romanic, the germanic and the slavic europeans tolerate the divine nectar cow’s milk, so they are lactose tolerant and could live well in paradise in the land where milk and honey flow, while all other people in this world would suffer from diarrhea and flatulence in paradise.

now to the ignorant white americans.

there are no white americans. genetically, all white americans are subdivided as descendants of romanic (italy, spain, france) germanic (british, scandinavians and germans) and slavic (poles, czechs, southern slavs and russians) europeans.

so that’s the way it looks with the races, if you look at it closely in german terms.

no offense.:)

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today is tuesday the 11th of october 2022. i just drove like a madman the 3 miles of city traffic from frankfurt sachsenhausen to the north end of offenbach. then i parked in my yard. i walked the 20 meters to norma and bought 4 bottles of cheap red wine, pepsi max, chio chips (they are on sale right now), and of course cigarettes. then i went back to the car, got the bags with freshly washed clothes (i have a washing machine myself but i am not a normal 45) and the food from my mother for me and went to my apartment. in my apartment i have the homemade huge pizza divided into three large tupperware and the cevapcici with rice, the two large fruit yogurts, the fresh mixed rye bread and the salami and cheese, the cow’s milk (although according to hitler’s racial science i belong to a subrace the slavs namely, as a european, unlike the rest of the world, like latinos, asians and blacks, i am lactose tolerant), a premium coffee from dallmayr stowed in my fridge and am thus provided for the next five days in my home quarter in the foreigner-influenced north end of offenbach. until sunday, when i drive along the european central bank again to the german quarter in frankfurt sachsenhausen, which is also gay and lesbian friendly due to the lack of muslims. the landlords in frankfurt sachsenhausen, in contrast to the “somewhat” more intolerant north end quarter in offenbach, also let themselves pay for that.

and now i’m listening to my remix from sunday. which i’ve criminally neglected the last two days. but i won’t listen for long. i’m drinking and will soon fire up my xbox controller and play halo infinite in the cloud. halo made the same impression on me as destiny 2 did on stadia a year and a half ago. and since stadia is now being discontinued by google and i’m getting all my purchases refunded, i just switched to xbox cloud.

and halo rocks.

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today is monday. october 10, 2022. just now i was on tiktok. and on the right side was a record plate and the question where were you when this song was played for the first time?

and on the left side was the used up face mid-forties woman who wanted to show her enthusiasm for this boomer song with her expressionless face. and as i’m concentrating on the track i press the link to the original video and look at the comments. and i read about other users there i was in the palazzo in pirmasens. or there i was in the icehouse in bingen. these are all some small clubs in some cow towns. and just when i wanted to brag about the legendary club dorian gray at the frankfurt airport, i remembered and wrote:

dancing school offenbach. i danced to this song with today’s wife of guido cantz and also with today’s wife of christian reso. today there is only the gangster rapper haftbefehl and such chayas.

and i know exactly that in the used up faces of the boomers only incomprehension will light up for my comment.

except for the people in my home village offenbach and frankfurt nobody knows.

exactly the same feeling i have when it comes to my music. uncomprehension from dead eyes.

and that’s why i laughed about the a+r scout from bentley records. who wants to contact me under one of my worst songs.

by the way the boomer track it’s about is dont you want me by felix….:)
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today is sunday, october 09, 2022. on my walk today, if you can call it that, across from the european central bank skyscraper, two small dogs fought each other to the death. one dog owner still said, i don’t know what got into him either. the attacker was a slightly larger chihuaha, the other a poodle. they made a hell of a racket when i walked past them.

i was just on tiktok. and there was this video of a ten year old g1rl riding a full grown pit bull. there were a lot of hearts in the comments of the video.

i replied with the news from my google news feed from this morning:

Terrible tragedy in Tennessee (USA).
Family dogs go crazy and kill two b@bies - mother fought for ten minutes for her ch1ldren’s lives

and i ended up posting three hearts.

18 years ago my aunt was with us with her then husband and my then three year old cousin. my little cousin also rode our then family dog.

but i think there is a difference if a child rides on a big full grown collie i.e. lassie, or on a full grown fighting dog, like in this morning’s news.

by the way, our collie was called emma and she was the most beautiful dog you can imagine. my mother named her emily. i named her emma.

by the way, emma was also the alias of the russian g1rl i was with two weeks or so ago. but that wasn’t the reason i chose her. i was looking more at superficial attributes on the prost1tute website.

however. i can’t think of anything to write today.