Come with me (99er mix)
Kristian
heute ist der neunte elfte 2022.
it’s just before nine in the morning central european time. today is ccmixter upload day. but today i’m not uploading anything. until snowflake, doesn’t guarantee me complete immunity on the site, diplomatic immunity, as long as she doesn’t put my name and songs on a special created front page of ccmixter and doesn’t show me her reference in flowery reviews.
no was just kidding. i’m not uploading anything today because i’m listening to a song that supports me in my complete and abysmal near unconsciousness drunkenness that i’m getting again today with valium, neuroleptics and red wine with cola.
and the song is called creep by the scala & kolacny brothers. and as long as I hear nothing else, nothing is uploaded.
a wonderful good morning europe and a contemplative and beautiful good night america.
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heute ist der achte elfte 2022.
my watch is smiling at me. that means it is 10 past ten. central european time in the morning. i rode my pony and bought 4 bottles of red wine, two chip bags and a big pack of cigarettes. now i drink the wine with cola mixed with valium and neuroleptics and think of my love goddess. the last time i reduced my pills i hallucinated again. and i saw the children of god, jesus and my love goddess. they were all standing there waiting for me to concentrate and go to heaven from the bed. and i thought to myself, f@ck the children of god and jesus. i want the hot aunt who stands between them like a goddess. but it didn’t work. jesus and the children of god disappeared. what remained was the love goddess who told me: now get up, go to your doctor and get your pills. said done. and now when i think of jesus or the children of god i see this magnificent woman standing between them like a foreign body. this morning she told me: that was just a picture, no reason to get jealous.
well then. now i think about my disability pension because of my lies about my non-existing fear of masks which i made all the doctors believe and think about the fact that i will soon get 1200 dollars a month to use snowflakes acapellas to make her songs and to be completely ignored by her and not only that but to be picked on by her lackeys from the side.
now i think of the half dozen songs i sent to bentley records because they offered me again as comments on jamendo to send in demos.
and now i think of my hustle. with money from the state to make music with it.
but there is a wise, afro american, who is probably lactose intolerant because of his race, who put the following wise words into the world:
“no sir, i cant say that, because there are so many defintions of hustle.”
“hustle means that you working for every dollar what you get. thats your hustle. you hustle whatever you do.”
“A wise man told me never knock another mans hustle because you never know another mans situation.”
“so who would i be to judge, the good book says, you judge unless you be judged,so i dont judge, i like to salute and pray for the people.”
one more. how was it with my last divine vision, with the children of god, jesus and the foreign body in it of the goddess of love?
you only live twice by nancy sinatra:)))
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addendum. so how do i see my vision of god’s children in heaven, jesus and the love goddess who is in the midst of it, distracting me from my salvation?
there was this tiktok just now with this pretty blonde who says: hey mercedes!
mercedes:yes?
blonde: stop hitting on my husband!
and why is my inner struggle between jesus and the love goddess? apart from my name, i could also struggle with the jewish yahweh or the muslim allah?
there are two tiktoks from just now that explain why.
on the one hand, there was the paid tiktok (an ad on tiktok) in which a jewish woman described the rampant antisemitism in society as such. and she said: antisemitism comes from all sides, left and right. and it’s increasing. and it’s not only the christians but also the muslims who are antisemitic.
i couldn’t help myself from making the following comment:
no one likes the chosen people. even god allowed the shoa. if i were jewish, i would be sensitive too….
on the other hand, there was the tiktok in which a christian who had gone astray asked a question to a pastor and an imam:
why is everything that the three monotheistic religions refer to copied from the mesopotamians? after all, there is archeological evidence for that.
the imam said in response to the question: the koran answers everything and solves problems. why are there a surplus of women in the western countries? 8 million women in the usa cannot marry a man because there are too few men. and what about the gays? there are 25 million of them in the usa. and 98% of prison inmates are men. and what about those who get cold feet before marriage? so many women in the usa can’t get a man to marry them. does the bible have an answer for that? no. but the koran does. and so on and so forth.
and now ask me again why it is jesus vs. the love goddess that is fighting over me.
well, arguing. in the end, only the goddess remains. like every time.
and now i’m listening to nancy sinatra again.:)
it’s just before nine in the morning central european time. today is ccmixter upload day. but today i’m not uploading anything. until snowflake, doesn’t guarantee me complete immunity on the site, diplomatic immunity, as long as she doesn’t put my name and songs on a special created front page of ccmixter and doesn’t show me her reference in flowery reviews.
no was just kidding. i’m not uploading anything today because i’m listening to a song that supports me in my complete and abysmal near unconsciousness drunkenness that i’m getting again today with valium, neuroleptics and red wine with cola.
and the song is called creep by the scala & kolacny brothers. and as long as I hear nothing else, nothing is uploaded.
a wonderful good morning europe and a contemplative and beautiful good night america.
…
heute ist der achte elfte 2022.
my watch is smiling at me. that means it is 10 past ten. central european time in the morning. i rode my pony and bought 4 bottles of red wine, two chip bags and a big pack of cigarettes. now i drink the wine with cola mixed with valium and neuroleptics and think of my love goddess. the last time i reduced my pills i hallucinated again. and i saw the children of god, jesus and my love goddess. they were all standing there waiting for me to concentrate and go to heaven from the bed. and i thought to myself, f@ck the children of god and jesus. i want the hot aunt who stands between them like a goddess. but it didn’t work. jesus and the children of god disappeared. what remained was the love goddess who told me: now get up, go to your doctor and get your pills. said done. and now when i think of jesus or the children of god i see this magnificent woman standing between them like a foreign body. this morning she told me: that was just a picture, no reason to get jealous.
well then. now i think about my disability pension because of my lies about my non-existing fear of masks which i made all the doctors believe and think about the fact that i will soon get 1200 dollars a month to use snowflakes acapellas to make her songs and to be completely ignored by her and not only that but to be picked on by her lackeys from the side.
now i think of the half dozen songs i sent to bentley records because they offered me again as comments on jamendo to send in demos.
and now i think of my hustle. with money from the state to make music with it.
but there is a wise, afro american, who is probably lactose intolerant because of his race, who put the following wise words into the world:
“no sir, i cant say that, because there are so many defintions of hustle.”
“hustle means that you working for every dollar what you get. thats your hustle. you hustle whatever you do.”
“A wise man told me never knock another mans hustle because you never know another mans situation.”
“so who would i be to judge, the good book says, you judge unless you be judged,so i dont judge, i like to salute and pray for the people.”
one more. how was it with my last divine vision, with the children of god, jesus and the foreign body in it of the goddess of love?
you only live twice by nancy sinatra:)))
…
…
addendum. so how do i see my vision of god’s children in heaven, jesus and the love goddess who is in the midst of it, distracting me from my salvation?
there was this tiktok just now with this pretty blonde who says: hey mercedes!
mercedes:yes?
blonde: stop hitting on my husband!
and why is my inner struggle between jesus and the love goddess? apart from my name, i could also struggle with the jewish yahweh or the muslim allah?
there are two tiktoks from just now that explain why.
on the one hand, there was the paid tiktok (an ad on tiktok) in which a jewish woman described the rampant antisemitism in society as such. and she said: antisemitism comes from all sides, left and right. and it’s increasing. and it’s not only the christians but also the muslims who are antisemitic.
i couldn’t help myself from making the following comment:
no one likes the chosen people. even god allowed the shoa. if i were jewish, i would be sensitive too….
on the other hand, there was the tiktok in which a christian who had gone astray asked a question to a pastor and an imam:
why is everything that the three monotheistic religions refer to copied from the mesopotamians? after all, there is archeological evidence for that.
the imam said in response to the question: the koran answers everything and solves problems. why are there a surplus of women in the western countries? 8 million women in the usa cannot marry a man because there are too few men. and what about the gays? there are 25 million of them in the usa. and 98% of prison inmates are men. and what about those who get cold feet before marriage? so many women in the usa can’t get a man to marry them. does the bible have an answer for that? no. but the koran does. and so on and so forth.
and now ask me again why it is jesus vs. the love goddess that is fighting over me.
well, arguing. in the end, only the goddess remains. like every time.
and now i’m listening to nancy sinatra again.:)