This really happened, except the gun is a metaphor.

I had to get it out of my system somehow as I have a tendency to hold a grudge, and I prefer to start the new year fresh.

Remix featuring Audiotechnica and HEJ31 here.

LOADED WITH VITRIOL

you made me feel special
like we were one
you made me feel special
like I could do anything
then you got your gun
you got a gun
you got a gun
now I’m the lonely one

loaded with vitriol
triggered by rage
you spit then kicked me out — out of the way
you got your gun
you got your gun
you got your gun
now I’m the lonely one

I cried hot tears of surprise
shocked and alarmed that I could give rise to such anger, just trying to surmise where the road lies

you made me believe that you loved me
I was naive to ask you anything
you attempted rapproachment — I recognize it as such
but I won’t give you any more of my love
I won’t give you any more of my love
I won’t give you any more of my love
I won’t give you any more of my love