C O N F (I) D E N C E
SO SHA
Hello! Thank you for the patience xx
Been feeling super A n X i O u S lately and on edge - unsafe, snappy, jumpy, weepy - the works. It’s so exhausting to keep explaining (although I know I don’t need to - but a part of me wants to be understood constantly and I’m trying to remedy this!)
So this is about finding that inner rock (and roll) and that unflappable confidence that doesn’t have anything to do with doing and whether we’re doing it well or good.
The second part is about my friend who recently passed away and didn’t get to graduate with us.
This loss still reverberates so loudly and I couldn’t quite sing the words so I just spoke them.
The oohs are just how I feel without having the words.
The last and final part is about the bloom - the pollination and the beauty that comes after. I’m not quite there yet but hopefully speaking it helps me and anyone who listens, to get there xx
PS
I recorded this just using my Macbook Pro 2012 microphone as I still haven’t been able to get my music stuff back xx
Been feeling super A n X i O u S lately and on edge - unsafe, snappy, jumpy, weepy - the works. It’s so exhausting to keep explaining (although I know I don’t need to - but a part of me wants to be understood constantly and I’m trying to remedy this!)
So this is about finding that inner rock (and roll) and that unflappable confidence that doesn’t have anything to do with doing and whether we’re doing it well or good.
The second part is about my friend who recently passed away and didn’t get to graduate with us.
This loss still reverberates so loudly and I couldn’t quite sing the words so I just spoke them.
The oohs are just how I feel without having the words.
The last and final part is about the bloom - the pollination and the beauty that comes after. I’m not quite there yet but hopefully speaking it helps me and anyone who listens, to get there xx
PS
I recorded this just using my Macbook Pro 2012 microphone as I still haven’t been able to get my music stuff back xx